Sunday, August 26, 2012

In the Blink of an Eye


            After 9 months of anticipation the letdown is abrupt.  Time passed like a speeding train and if not for the 1000 pictures as evidence I would mistake these past 2 1/2 weeks for a dream.  Despite months and months of planning and dreaming and hoping, our trip to Europe exceeded every one of my expectations. I can’t help but look back with humble recognition of how blessed I truly am.  A once in a lifetime experience for many is turning into an almost annual experience for me.  A few days in London here, a week in Vienna there, precious time with loved ones in Romania; it truly is more than I could have hoped for.  And even though the goodbyes are nearly unbearable, every moment spent together is somehow enough to mend the hurt caused by distance and provide enough memories to tide us over until the next time we meet.
            There is never enough time; be it 2 weeks, 2 months or 2 years.  And the question always lingers, “where did the time go?” And the answer always escapes us all.  Yet even as this airplane carries me away from the ½ of my heart still in Romania, and even as the sadness is at times overwhelming, the conclusion is always reached; it was worth every sacrifice.  It was worth enduring suffocating heat without the comfort of air conditioning.  It was worth the long, cramped hours in cars and planes.  It was worth the hard work it took to make these memories financially possible. It was worth it all.
            These memories sustain us until its time to start planning for our next reunion.  Then the anticipation carries us until we meet again in an airport either on their side of the world or ours. And above all there is always hope.  Hope that God sees the desires of our heart.  Hope that He has already set into motion a plan that allows us to unite our paths more than just once a year.  And it this hope that ultimately makes tears shed and goodbyes whispered bearable.  For “joy is always worth the wait, and fully living always worth believing”- Ann Voskamp.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

T-shirt Transformation

    If you're anything like me you have a whole dresser drawer full of ratty t-shirts.  I have developed a weird preference of only wearing tank tops to the gym.  Not sure why, but I hate wearing t-shirts to the gym.  Might have something to do with the fact that all of my t-shirts are too big for me and I feel like I'm swimming in them.  They literally drive me nuts when I'm working out.

     So I was thinking this morning (in an attempt to avoid the MOUNTAIN of schoolwork that awaits me), "Hmm...I wonder if there is a way to turn these t-shirts into tanks so that I don't have to wear the same 3 tank tops to the gym all the time."  Then I remembered that I had pinned a tutorial on pinterest but I didn't really like that tutorial (it had no instructions, only pictures...I'm definitely not that craft-savvy!) so I searched for another one on google.  I found this tutorial, got my scissors out and started cutting away.

    Here's what I came up with!

T-shirt from my BU days (over 7 years ago)! Look at those nice pit-stains! :)

The finished product!

The back is my favorite!
Ok...enough procrastinating! Back to studying!

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Our New{ish} Place

         These pictures are LONG overdue.  We've been in our "new" place for almost 4 months now and I have yet to post any pictures of it.  Well, the wait is over!  Our place is tiny (hence, only a few pictures of it!) but its ours and we really have enjoyed living here so far.  Its very simple  (just like us!) and full of hand-me-downs (Thanks, Mom and Amanda!) but it feels like home.  

Our little kitchen!

Living Room

Office/Dinning Room. 
Love our wall-mounted, fold-down table from Ikea!

Our tiny living room/ dining room/ kitchen!

Bathroom


Bedroom with our large, walk-in closet


Lovely view from our patio {with my little red car!}




Monday, June 25, 2012

Homemade Granola Bars!


I LOVE granola bars! I HATE how much they cost at the grocery store and all of the extra “junk” that is added to the store bought ones. I usually have one bar a day right when I get off work and am headed to the gym.  I’ve tried the low calories ones and, in general, they taste like cardboard.  And the natural, healthy ones are delicious but can pack 200-300 calories.  I’ve experimented with a few recipes and just might have finally found “the one”.  I found this recipe on pinterest and have tweaked both the content and size of the bars to meet my taste and calorie needs.  After adding up the calories in all of the ingredients, I have found a way to make these delicious bars with only 180 calories (for the chocolate chip version) each.  They are very filling and I have found them to be the perfect pre-workout boost of energy.  The original recipe is from this blog, Self Reliance by Jamie, and my tweaked recipe is below.  


Here are a few pictures I took of the granola bar making process!
The Ingredients
4 1/2 cups of Rolled Oats

Melted Butter

Flour

Brown Sugar

Mini Chocolate Chips
(only use mini chips because the regular size ones cause the bars to break apart)
   

All spread out on a greased cookie sheet.

Granola Bars!

4 1/2 c rolled oats (regular, not quick)

1 c flour

1 tsp baking soda

1 tsp vanilla

1/2 c butter, melted

1/4 c Maple syrup

1/2 c honey

1/3 c brown sugar, packed

1/2 c mini chocolate chips (raisins, craisins, other dried fruit, whatever you like!)
Combine all ingredients but the chocolate chips (or whatever you are putting in). Mix and then add the chocolate chips in and mix again. Press into a greased pan. Bake at 325 degrees for 18-22 minutes. Enjoy!!
  *If you're concerned about calories, cut batch into 24 bars (180 calories a bar). Since I can't eat 24 bars in just a few days, I put each of them in snack baggies and freeze a good portion of them. To defrost, I just pull them out of the freezer and put them in the cupboard.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The Biggest Loser makes me cry


            A couple of weeks ago I started watching the Biggest Loser on Netflix.  I had never really seen the show but decided to give it a shot.  I had just finished all 8 seasons of One Tree Hill available on Netflix in a matter of months and, since my brain was in total OTH mode, I wasn't ready to "betray" my friends in Tree Hill by getting too emotionally involved in another drama series right away. :)

            I have been watching tons of documentaries on Netflix about nutrition, weight loss exercise and the like, as well as Extreme Makeover: Weight Loss Edition and Heavy.  So given my recent viewings, Netflix suggested that I might like Biggest Loser.  I started with season one and was instantly hooked!

            I could absolutely relate to the people on the show and the struggles that they were facing.  I could relate to their feelings of insignificance and self loathing.  I could relate to their shock the first time they were weighed on the show {which also was the first time  many of them had been weighed in years}.  I could relate to them when they kept saying "I had no idea" or "how did this happen".  In fact, I was relating so much to the contestants that I may have cried on {way} more than one occasion!

            I think the show is a great starting point to opening up the nationwide discussion that NEEDS to happen about the rising rates of obesity and all the health risks that go along with it.  I also think the show sends a great message: "you can get healthy".  It shows people that no matter how far "gone" they are, they can always come back.  Sure , its going to take hard work and dedication, but its absolutely possible.  I know I was personally thinking that if they could do it, I could certainly drop these last 10 lbs.  I also learned a few nutrition and exercise tips from the show that have been beneficial in my own journey.

            With that being said, I also have a major problem with some of the methods on the show and the unrealistic expectations that it may bestow upon your average Joe or Jane watching the show!

            First of all, who really has enough time to exercise 6+ hours a day?!?  Biggest Loser contestants and body builders, that's who.  The rest of us are lucky if we get in a solid hour in the gym.  Therefore, it should be obvious that the average Biggest Loser viewer trying to lose weight should not expect the same results as the contestants.  The thing that infuriates me when watching the show is when the contestants are upset that they lost "only" a few pounds that week.  I would give just about anything to be able to lose 3-5 pounds in a week right now.  I'm afraid that their enormous weekly weight loss {some contestants lost upwards of 25 pounds in just one week} could possibly be discouraging to viewers trying to lose weight the healthy way.  Because honestly, its not realistic, nor desirable, to loose more than around 2 lbs a week.

            Additionally, viewers need to remember that the only thing that these people have going on in their lives right now is weight loss.  They live on a ranch with no access to phones, computers and the outside world.  They are in it to win it and the majority of them have no other pressing problems to hinder their weight loss efforts.  I know they are dealing with being homesick and missing their families and all of that, but they have the luxury of focusing solely on themselves for the duration of their stay on the ranch.  I'd venture to say that the majority of Americans do not have this luxury.  Therefore, I think it is important for people on a weight loss journey to give themselves some leeway.     Its really not the end of the world if you slip up on your diet.  Its ok if you don't make it to the gym every day of the week.  Its not nearly as bad as you think if you don't lose any weight one week or , God forbid, actually gain a few pounds.  The world will go on.  Tomorrow is a new day.  Pick yourself back up and keep pressing forward. 

            All in all, I'm really enjoying the show, I just wish that they would have made it a little bit more relatable, as far as the actual weight loss goes, to those of us on the "outside". 


Sunday, June 17, 2012

The day I {sort of} became a hiker

Today was a first for me. It was the first time since I was a kid that I actually enjoyed hiking. Last night my sister sent me a text saying that she and my mom were going to go hiking on Saturday and she asked if I wanted to join then. In the middle of trying to come up with a good excuse not to go, I decided, what the heck, I'll give it a try.

 My husband and I joke often about how we are NOT, by any means, outdoorsy. It seems somewhat like a waste because we live in Colorado but thats just the way we are. The only thing that my hubby likes to do outside is play soccer and I'm a fan of the occasional scenic walk. But that's about the extent of it! Since my hubby had to work today and I didn't really want to stay home by myself, I decided to give hiking a try.

Well, it turns out that I really enjoyed it! There were a few factors that made the hike pleasurable. One was the weather. The forcast called for rain today, which didn't happen {not unusual for Colorado}but it was still pretty overcast and cooler than it had been the rest of the week. There was no way I would have enjoyed the hike as much if it had been too hot or too cold.

Another factor was the fact that the hike wasn't too strenuous. We did burn about 400 calories {according to my sister's heart rate monitor}on our 75+ minute hike but it wasn't completely over the top. The scenery also made it very worthwhile. We went up to Chautauqua trailhead in Boulder and we had an amazing view of the flatirons almost the entire hike.

I think probably the best part of the hike was my mom and sister {and Amanda's crazy puppy, Gabi}. We laughed the majority of the adventure, due mostly to my mother's frequent sarcastic comments.

All in all, it was nice to do something with family and get some exercise while taking a break from the monotany of the gym. I'll definitely be doing it again, though not every weekend!

 P.S. On another note, the hubby and I finally bought a camera so expect a lot more pictures to accompany new blog posts!


The beginning of the trail.

The Flatirons
On the way up

Amanda, Mom and Gabi


Sisters!

"We are family"!

The Flatirons are a little closer!


View of Boulder

Amazing house in the hills

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

What I've learned...Let it go


          Please forgive my brief absence from the blog.  I started my nutrition class a few weeks ago and, let me just say, it is kicking my butt! I've loved every minute of it so far but its a lot of science and a lot of memorization.  It's requiring more effort than my Masters program did.  This has me a little worried about the chemistry, biology and anatomy and physiology classes that lie ahead if I choose to pursue this area of study.  I've learned a ton of useful information so far and am excited for what is to come.  I've always loved a good challenge and get bored rather quickly if something is to easy for me.  So, I'm thinking that this will be a good fit.

            Since, I am not (yet?) an RD and don't know a lot of the science behind weight loss/ maintenance and healthy living, I'm not really in the position to give advice about what to eat and nutrition.  Nor am I, by any means, in any position to give advice on exercise.  Its hard enough for me to motivate myself to get to the gym and lets not even talk about proper exercise regimes and weight lifting and the like. 
           
            I really started this "What I've learned" series because a lot of people have asked me what the "secret" to my own weight loss success has been.  As I shared earlier, there is no secret.  I really wanted to share with people what has worked for me and the practical things I've learned through this 6 month journey.  I hope that people have been able to take what I've learned and apply it to their own quests to be healthy.  I know not everyone is the same and that what has worked for me may not work for others.

                With that being said, I'd like to share something I've learned that pertains more to the mental component of weight loss than the physical.  During this journey, one of the most rewarding occurrences also happened to be one of the most frustrating.  What am I taking about?  I'm talking about when my clothes (in particularly my jeans) started getting too big for me.  It was a great feeling having to go out and buy smaller clothes but its also very frustrating doing this on a limited budget knowing that these new pants you were buying would also be to big for you in just a matter of a few weeks. 
           
            Six months and 4 sizes later, I still am only getting by with the bare minimum in the wardrobe department.  I am waiting to go on my shopping spree (as promised by my hubby when I lost 30 lbs, which I did about 3 months ago) right before we take of on our trip to Europe because I'm still hoping to lose 10 more lbs.  I'm so excited to be able to buy new clothes but in the meantime it is very frustrating wearing the same baggy clothes over and over again (with a few exceptions).

            The "Let it Go" in the title of this post is referring to the clothes that are now to big for me.  As soon as I started getting too small for my clothes, I let them go.  I took them to Goodwill.  The reason I did this right away was twofold.  One, I didn't want to have a closet full of reminders of how unhealthy I used to.  Second, I didn't want to have any "just in case" clothes in my closet because I never plan on going back to the size I used to be.  Getting rid of my clothes as soon as they are too big for me was a way for me to let go of the past and keep looking forward to the future.     

            So my advice to those trying to lose weight is this: get rid of your clothes as soon as they don't fit anymore.  Even though your closet may be empty, you'll be surprised at how good it feels to let go of that part of who you used to be.  It'll also serve as a way to keep you moving forward and not looking back.  If you don't have those clothes in your closet, you most likely will feel more determined than ever to not go back to the unhealthy lifestyle you were living before. If for no other reason than you'll be walking around naked because, if you're like me, you vowed never to buy a size 16 anything again!